"I am reminded of you every day. My heart searches for you but I can't reach you. I don't know if you are far away or if you are near. Sometimes I ask myself, what if you are watching me? What if you are waiting for me to come to you? What if we've passed by each other without knowing? Still, hold on for me. I'll come find you wherever you are."
"My dear child, it's been over twenty years now. I'm sorry I couldn't come looking for you. Why do I even bother writing these to you when I can't give them to you? I don't know if I should hold on to what I strongly believe or to finally accept what the king said about you. You are so out of reach, yet somehow close to me. I'll let you go now. I mean, I'll try to."
