After knowing that it wasn't her own child who died, He Zhilan felt a vague sense of guilt towards the baby boy replaced by Lan Song's parents, but in her heart, she was also relieved that her child hadn't died.
At that time, she was thankful that she was still alive in this world, and hadn't truly committed suicide out of impulse and despair. Otherwise, even if the child were still out there, she would have left this world and been unable to find her child.
He Zhilan thought, living is just right.
As long as there is hope, she would strive to live. She was not afraid to wait. If she couldn't find him one day, she would wait two days, if two days were not enough, then two months, and still not enough, even two years. Back then, it took her more than a decade to find her parents, she could spend her entire life looking for her child, waiting for the child to return to her side.
