The next half an hour, I simply listened to Alstein's muffled sobs. I could have just left and not listened to it but there was a part of me that did not want to leave him at that moment even though the bug did not know that I was accompanying him.
I am not a stranger to these types of emotional breakdowns. It stems from the sadness of being alone and feeling that you can never really belong anywhere since you are an orphan, I guess.
I used to feel this way once in a while when I was back on earth. I do have a job, friends, even boyfriends once in a while but the reality of being alone strucks you once you are in your own quiet and dark home.
I don't even think it is something that just disappears even if I had the chance to get married or have a child of my own back then. It is just a sadness kept in your heart that does not disappear. One just gets used to it and copes with reality though this looked different for every individual.
