Guan La always felt that her stubborn and unyielding personality was closely related to her mother.
Guan La's mother was a typical strong woman, busy with work, but she treated her very well. Whatever she wanted, her mother provided!
Except she couldn't often be with her.
Guan La's most profound childhood memory was the nanny holding her hand in the yard while she watched the flowers and plants wither and bloom again, and bloom and wither.
Then she repeatedly asked the nanny, "When will mom be back?" The nanny was silent, and called out, "Miss La!" Her voice was somewhat choked!
While other children's childhoods were filled with parental love and affection, her childhood was worn down by loneliness and waiting.
She waited for her mother to return, even if it was just to have a meal with her, but these hopes were never fulfilled.
Around the age of four, she went to kindergarten, and every day after school, other kids had dads or moms picking them up, but she only had the nanny!
