She knows better than anyone about human adaptability, and to survive, many intolerable things can be endured.
Until finally numb.
Just like many girls surviving here, those who couldn't accept it have already committed suicide at the start, and those who lived,
either live like walking corpses or, like Hilary Candi, get directly assimilated by the hierarchy here, becoming unscrupulous and indifferent.
She doesn't want to end up like that.
Perhaps Hilary Candi was right, she is lucky, she has been with Liam Summer for so long and he hasn't touched her, just like with Philip Shaw, she couldn't resist, dragging down so many people,
finally exhausted and no longer resisting the torment he inflicted on her...
She knows just how weak and incapable she is, let alone here, where apart from death, she has no second option to keep herself safe.
Tears and stomach acid surged together, and at this moment, she felt an immense despair and fear.
She fears that day will come.
