There is no way back, even if he wanted to turn back time he can't do that because time has passed and he can't live in the moments that are not his, he us also aware that, when his life is spared he will live a life worse more than death.
"I am going to end my life to tone for my sins I am sorry I did all those things, but there is no medicine for regrets," he said.
"Not, so fast my dear old friend, we haven't had tea why would you wish to leave just like that?" Addah asked.
"At least before your exit call us some of your friends to hold your hands during your last moments of life, " she said with a calm voice and tone.
That voice though old but he can feel some sense of familiarity in it, "could it be her,"
Jonathan lifted his lowered head with his wide eye open, like as if he has just seen his hope.
That was all wrong, he was surprised to hear that exact same voice, though it was an old voice.
