Today is not a good day. I miss you and missing you already makes it a bad day, I say it's bad because I miss you and I know you're close, I know I can talk to you, I know I can see you or hug you but I know you don't want to, you'd rather be away than close and to a certain extent I understand, believe me I understand, it's just that, it hurts me to wait for one day to finally take the courage to see me again, if that happens, I'm not saying that I'm not being optimistic, it's just that my hope, faith or whatever you want to call it, reaches a certain point, reaches that point when I give you everything and you don't want to receive it, you don't want to receive my apologies, you don't want to receive my love, much less the love I have to give you .
you cling to the past as if that were the most important thing and you don't see the present, you're not seeing all the good things that the present and the future have for you just by living seeing the past and not wanting to get out of there.