The depression was just as destructive for her as she felt like she could not motivate herself, and she saw no point in anything.
Some of the depression was even worse in many ways, as it was easier to bring herself down and blame herself for everything to the point of pushing her closer toward giving up on everything, including herself.
The acceptance stage came in from time to time as she came to certain realisations about how all of those things would not lead toward something positive, and they could even lead toward something very negative for her.
Ash was dealing with her grief, but it was not without flaws, and it was not completely dealt with in a way that would let her move on right away.
There were parts she could not fully come to terms with, and there were parts where she had gone back to old patterns of neglecting or suppressing the problem so that she could focus on something else.
