" Divi , didn't see you for a while now , what are you doing here?" Straight forward and shameless, it's rose," maybe because she can't come to the parties anymore, did your sister let you in ? miss," taking with a fan to hide your big nose , i see you bella , well , if i did care about them i'll respond, but i don't so , i walked passed them and went to the balcony, the rejection letter of that emperor didn't come but i think he won't come for a baby's birthday, unless he knows it's his , my sister wasn't in the interview, and if he doesn't come , Rio might not come, so i'm staying here for the moment, i sat on the fence after i removed my hills, it's a cold night, Lia is having a great time with the other kids, people still don't know i'm her aunt, only the family knows," what's hidar doing now? is he fine? Is emy safe ? she's 15 now . Is ceci and sidar still with each other? Are they getting along? My boys are 17 this year . Does ceci still fear sleeping in the dark? Do they still like the same food as before? Did i make their lives worst after adopting them? Kin, please tell me you're not that man ." I said closing my eyes feeling the wind that was brushing my hair and holding my hand, wait, i opened my eyes to see kin infront of me " hi, what happened in my absence , was it hard on you ? i'm sorry for not being there for you, i'm here now," he said, or i imagined, am i that desperate to see my kin? but i'm hiding from Rio, fuck , i heard musique so i got out ,i didn't need to stay there anymore, as soon as i got out i saw a group of gentlemen asking me to dance , i had to refuse so i took the closest glass of wine and spilled on myself and said with dramatic voice " i'm sorry ,i can't dance tonight, my dress is ruined," they left as i started fake crying, i heard clapping behind me ," you do make a good actress," a handsome man with shiny red eyes said, " thank you , was that glass yours ?" I ask as he nodded, i went to the nearest table got him another one and came back," here, I'm sorry for disturbing your night ,i hope you could forgive me," i said and was about to leave as he said " you've changed, a lot , in a good way " " i don't hear that a lot , thank you, i should be going now , later" i say running out of the ball, i sat on the grass outside of the palace relaxing myself, that guy knew me , his face looks familiar, he was..... Klood ,duke klood, the one i confessed to, how did i not recognize that soft blue hair? "no wonder i did ,he is handsome " i mumbled to hear ," who's handsome?" This voice is it's him , i turn to see, It's kin ,i thought i was imagining but i still walked up to him and hugged him for a long while, then started hitting him with my hands and feet, i held his collar as i cried, he caught me and said " i know, i'm a jerk for leaving but you can't just do that, i'm the father of your kids," as he put me in his lap, " you left me for the war when i told you not to , you didn't come back after, and you didn't even send letters, you idiot, i was miserable, i missed you a lot , i love you," " what did you say ?" He asked after what i said, he continues," you love me? Do you actually?" I said that by mistake but, i should scream and curse at him before confessing, i just nodded as my cheeks went red, he hugged me ," i love you too " he kissed my head as i started crying, i hated how he left me but i didn't want to be far from his warmth anymore, he calmed me down, " you know my sister had me thinking you were the archduke of the northern empire, i knew my kin was so soft, to be that man ," i said ," why did she tell you that? And your kin?" He said," well to start with, you're mine, after you left ,you own me a lot , even your body won't pay your debt, and i went on a vacation with my sister on the train we met them , we thought they were cute, and because his name is Rio kin she had me thinking it's you," i said explaining," cute huh? Was he cuter than i'm ? How was the kiss?" He said ,
" ...obviously you are.... I never told you that we kissed , kin ? Are you actually him?" I asked," ..... will you promise to listen to the end ?" he said , i got up and stepped back as i nodded looking him in the eyes , i don't know what I'm expecting, but I'm sure no matter what he says as excuses, I won't forgive him for leaving me even with those puppy eyes, maybe a little.