"For the thousandth time, I've finally found a less gruesome method—no need to really consume flesh and organs, just find the balance between body and soul, transform oneself into a pure energy form, like jelly, which can then be eaten in small pieces."
"However, prolonged hypnosis has caused irreversible mutation—I can no longer return to my previous normal state. Pathologically pursuing physical pain, I feel joyful, delighted, and pleased from the heart."
"In the end, I realized... actually, I was wrong from the start, ['eating' shouldn't be a physical consumption, but a spiritual sharing]."
—not "consumption," but "sharing."
Su Ming'an silently listened.
If he hadn't pointed out Sique's methods, these things, Sique would probably never have said.
All these confessions flowed into his mind as words, in the blink of an eye.
