Hi it's me... Yes that one, the fucker who dropped the novel a stopped writing.
Ha! Got cha it was a pra-!
Well being serious, I didn't want to drop it, I just couldn't advance from here.
As you may see in the title, this is the end the electric Boogaloo and the question, in that order.
Feel free to go to the end and only read the question, that's the most important part actually.
First, the end, and if you had any hope left I can only destroy it, because this novel won't continue.
I lost the track, the whole idea and the passion for it, maybe I could try, but I feel that would be disrespectful.
To that, I can only apologize with you.
Maybe I'm being a little arrogant thinking that this history was so important for someone that it deserves an apologize, but I say it again.
I'm sorry.
Leaving the seriousness behind, here comes baby! The electric Boogaloo!
If you stopped for a second years ago and took the time to look at my blabbering about how it feels writing, first I thank you for your time, second I did great discoveries lately!
Needless to say this is a self investigation and has no foundation, I'm not a university of webnovels (thanks to god just imagine that horrible thing).
So, even if it sounds ridiculous I could weave interesting things of my own psyche and I possibly found what fuels an author.
And yes, you can learn something rather intriguing from a place where the biggest feats have mostly covers of curvy half-naked women.
That or I have schizophrenia, which is rather posible.
That being said, every author needs a reason not only to write, but to do it with enough passion to do something good.
For example, money!
I don't judge it, it's probably one of the most powerful and understandable reasons.
Every author writes and fuels his write differently, that's clear.
For example, me.
I'm not gonna lie the idea of earning something from this was rather tempting, but as you see, it's not enough at least for me.
Then what was that than fueled me in my previous histories?
Well, it was self-discovery.
I learned a lot from myself, actually, I think I enjoyed my stories more than anyone else.
If you never noticed every author has a signature, that mark that makes you think 'I know this fucker!'
Every novel is a self-insert in one or another way, the work of the author is writing in a way so you don't notice.
When I say self insert it's not just 'I'm this character look how I do all how it is supposed to be done'.
No no, that's the tip of the iceberg.
The world written and every freaking character have something, anything, than forms a part of the author.
When we think there's something good in us we make that something the hero.
When we think there's something bad in us we make that the villain.
Desires, fears, dreams and hopes.
All that forms the world the author wants to write.
Everytime something click in you when you read something it's not only you enjoying the novel but also you connecting with its author.
Something crazy huh.
Maybe it sounds a little obvious, but boy, I find it amazing.
Anyways, every novel/fanfic I made its a part of me.
Every character I created its a fraction of my personality or a fraction of someone I know reflected in me, every situation something I lived myself.
Obviously, there is always something else, I guess that you can do what I did or simply create a wonderful history out of nowhere.
I don't think it's imposible, but boy, that's talent beyond measure, something I can't even start to comprehend.
I don't want you to get me wrong, when I say a 'Good and passionate history' I don't mean something entertaining or simply well written.
No, you can always make something colossal, impressive and wonderful just with rough creativity and talent.
What I mean is that connection with the author I mentioned before.
The moment when you feel what the protagonists feel, you wear his shoes and think 'Damn this is amazing'.
It's imposible to feel like an inexistent being, but it's possible to feel what his creator feels.
That connection that feeling that wonder, something that cannot be faked.
That's my principal objective, translating myself through a history and so reaching the lector.
Obviously, a plot, a history and entertainment, they are the sugarcoating, sometimes just the cupcake is enough to overcome the horrible raisins.
And also there are more fuels of course.
It can be something as simple as a hobby which is enough for something good.
It can be a way of expressing yourself, something more than respectable.
Or it can be a horny teenager with a dream... Yeah, you now what I mean...
I guess that's all, dunno if I expressed myself good or if I just said something stupid, but I hope someone find my words as interesting as I do.
If you want to know yourself this is a way, do it with your heart, even if the plot is simple or the sugarcoating is just regular, and I will be the first enjoying your history.
And that's it.
—Now the question, the important thing and the main reason why a wrote all of this.
Right to the point, my question is simple.
Would you like me to write another history?
Teehee, if you read everything until here I can tell you, I can still learn something from myself, and boy, it's pretty interesting.
I have the idea, the sugarcoating and the connection.
It's not that if you say yes I will just do it, I can't promise that, the thing I want to write is probably one of my most complicated ideas.
But I can tell you, that if you say yes there will be more possibilities.
Anyways, that's your decision.
I didn't want to just disappear and never come back as the authors do normally, I wanted to go with a positive note.
Soooo, maybe we meet again soon, or maybe not, anyhow, I enjoyed writing and the support.
Thank you for reading, and you're welcome for letting you see a part of me.
That being said, see ya.