Zulin stands before her daughter's room with a flushed face and a beating heart.
Ever since Amon did her, she can't get him out of her mind. She realizes how deeply she has fallen in love with Amon and can never picture a life without him in it.
So the moment she saw Amon was here, she got very excited and jumped at the opportunity to meet him. But now that she stands before her daughter's room, she can't find an excuse to go inside to talk to Amon.
She can feel her heart inside her chest beating harder and faster than ever before. She can hear her own heartbeat in her ears without placing her hand on her chest; that's how nervous and excited she is right now.
'I should just leave, let them continue with their study. I can talk to him later,' Zulin thinks and tries to step away, but can't bring herself to do so.
Her desire easily overcomes her reasoning. The desire to see Amon, the desire to talk to him, the desire to touch him, overwhelms all her reasoning.
