Calm Is What You May Think :
Yo Allen My Turn to talk and dinner is on you tonight.
Ok ok just have fun.
Shut it and get to cookin I'm hungry.
I am I am.
Chapter IV : A Wonderful Night Maybe or Not
Let me start after me and Allen saw Juan's show. So while I and Allen were walking back home I asked him to take a detour to the park because I wanted to tell him something that I've been thinking about for a while now and I was going to do it on the walk to the show but then Justin showed up so I waited till then but I was still nervous about asking him.
So when we got to the park I finally spoke "Allen you are a really awesome and a really great friend and I've been thinking about how I should tell you this and I still don't know how I should say this it's just that I really really like you and I think it may be love and I was wondering if you felt the same way about me and if you wanted to start something." I finished my statement and I kissed him on the lips and ran off before I got an answer.
As I got home I went to my room I sat there and about if I made a mistake or not I sat there for about an hour thinking and I started crying at some point I don't know when or even why exactly but I did. So I went to the bathroom to clean up and take a shower then I went back to my room.
About 10 minutes later my mom came up to my room and said "You came home and didn't eat anything, is everything alright." In a slightly sarcastic tone, I said "Everything's peachy mom and I'm just not that hungry right now and don't worry I'll eat in the morning." then she left.
I went to sleep and started having nightmares I couldn't remember what about but it went on all night and then everything went black, and now I wish I had stayed with Allen and didn't run off.