She certainly hopes to win the award; no actor doesn't want their acting skills to be recognized.
However, she also hopes to win it openly and honorably, to face off against Xia Siyu head-on in a PK manner, and to win the award with her own strength. Instead of exploiting the loophole that Xia Siyu can't compete this time, and then using the disadvantage of the fellow nominated senior actress having two seals, to calculate it back in a second-rate manner.
To be honest, she has already won the Gold Oscar, is already an actress, and her position in the entertainment industry is solid, so whether she gets this award or not doesn't really affect her much. Of course, winning it is better, but even if she doesn't, her resources are still excellent.
If she becomes an actress for the third time before thirty, beating Xia Siyu, and also surpassing Wen Qunxiao, she would feel very embarrassed.
