When I was teenagers, I was under the impression, that just like what I saw and read in every other movie, dramas, novels, etc. whatever stories, portrayed in any form will always lead to happy ending. I used to think that this kind of emotions exists in real life and started searching for my true love just like some main female lead character of novel does, and that "My prince charming will come on his white horse and take me away and will live happily ever after", we will be each other's perfect match, perfect soulmate, fated ones, destine lover's.
There is always this small hope in every young girl's heart at least once in her lifetime to come true and make her life beautiful.
But what if this itself becomes a curse for girl to wish such things. A dreadful nightmare.
It is said that "one can't get everything in life", this might be case for everyone, in this short life time we have as a human being, we do the things that make happy, sad, listless, excited, overreact, underreact or sometimes even regret doing things.
So, like everyone else I also wanted to live my life beautifully and make wonderful memories with my loved ones and live for long time with them.
Being excited to begin telling the tale of my life, oh…... sorry... I forgot to introduce myself, I am "May Cooper", like usual I was playing with my brother Alex, and my friend Shine Miller, they were the only people with whom I was close with in my childhood. Studies was the thing that would just fly over my head. I always used to daydream, new world of imagination would open and I would forget all complexity of life. A small gateway of new world form in my mind full of imagination.
One day while I was busy daydreaming, small the butterfly materialize in front of me, caught my attention and vision starts pouring in, my memories were all jumbled, I don't know why but I suddenly started feeling excruciating pain and I started tearing up, it was like I was feeling my heart to sink at the bottom of lake, sinking deeper and deeper, my desk mate Cale, he saw and was dumbfounded and then got worried about me and started asking, what happened? Why are u crying, as I was unable to hear a word, was not stopping weeping, he just kept shaking me, afterwards like in some trance, everybody started noticing and looked over to see what was going on, so teacher notice the commotion as asked, what is going on here? class is still going on, where and what are you, all looking at? Pay attention in class. As commotion was going on teacher got confused and asked again and saw me crying. May why are you crying? What happen? She shouted and called out my name loudly again, "May, May Cooper", she came close to me and just as when she was coming over, my tear felled on ground and with a loud plop (only audible to me), I was startled suddenly and came back to reality and felt something watery on my face I raise my hand to touch to see what it was, and tried to wipe it away, huh...what, was I crying and all it was such a mess and all started asking for the reasons which I was unable to answer and suddenly hand was reaches out to me, I looked up to see, I raise my eyes to look up and start to look at his face, I simply saw his eyes, like some kind of charm I was mesmerized by it, I kept looking at him a minute or so reached out for his raised hand handed my hand in his hand and he took me away from that messy classroom situation. I suddenly found myself in the park, in the open area, in that moment I forgot to breath, he gave me paper bag and told me to breath and put on his headphones on my ear to calm me down and played his favourite music playlist. it clams me to some extent. Does this music remind you of something?? um... never mind just relax take ca......re Ma............y.
I tried to recall it, it seems familiar but unfamiliar at same time, I tried again but don't remember such music just I was going to ask him about it, he disappeared, Shocked... Huh...… he simply vanished from my field of vision. I looked around for him all over the park but he was not in park, I asked for people around but they said you were all alone and were talking in air, concern for me they looked at me with caring look and said you look unwell take some rest child.
Shocked...…
who was he then? Just who was the person? Was I hallucinating? Am I going mad? In dismay, I was flabbergasted, unbelievable he was just here now. Still for some reasons I was anticipating to see him again so, I waited there for him for while just in case I found him, I waited ......... waited...... by swing pondering and wished he would just come back now, while waiting the thoughts of what had happened linger on my mind and thought came by like just what had happened to me today and then I got up and with determination to search for him again, I went back home after getting back my bag from school.