Are you really going to do this? Are you really going to do this!
Why can't I do this? Why can't I do this!
Once you truly do it, there's no turning back!
I can't turn back anymore!
This is unfair to Keira!
Who has ever been fair to me! Why should I be toyed with by that bastard, never able to escape, why should some people stay out of it and be smug, why!
You need to think it over, she's your friend, the only friend you can still talk with about secrets, if you do this, how will you face her? How will you face her!
Natalie clutched her forehead, two completely opposing thoughts clashing fiercely in her mind like drops of water dripping into a sizzling pan, causing her immense anguish. She truly wanted to scream loudly at the party, disregarding everything.
Then, a voice sounded in her ear: "What are you doing, Nata? Why haven't you come back for so long, or can't they mix it?"
